I don’t remember the initial ban very much, at all really. I know it sounds like a cop out to say I don’t remember my actions or “Oh that was so long ago I don’t remember I’ve matured I’m different blah blah blah” and I agree that my track record is less than impressive. I vaguely remember the mute and the ban, I remember feeling baited by the player who reported me/was the one I berated, and I remember feeling I was baited into giving that player exactly what they wanted which was me gone. I could neglect to inform you of this information, as telling you I felt baited doesn’t seem apologetic or remorseful, but that’s how those events transpired in my memory and I feel like the telling the truth of how those events went is better than lying as if I remember nothing. I don’t remember much more, in honesty, and I’d discuss further if you have logs that would jog my memory, (Free to chat anytime on Discord, I genuinely feel with context I’d be able to better place my actions). I remember this server as a place I made friends, friends that I lost with the ban, but even 4 years later I remember their usernames well and can search them on the bans list and see they’ve mostly all gone from the server, which is upsetting, but even 4 years later I remember them all. I feel like I’m ranting. I remember all the good of the server and not much of the bad. I remember when and where I was banned and who was involved and the emotions I had, but I don’t recall what was said or why or what caused any altercations.
It all sounds within my character at the time to take the mute salt-ily, and to use my alt (Murciman, I presume?) to continue the bickering. Idk
I’m not trying to come back and cause trouble, I just miss the mansion, the castle and the boat I had once built and I see they’re all alive and well and just want to continue my builds and complete the city I’d dreamed of those years ago.
I don’t remember my first ban, I feel it was probably similar circumstances to the second. My actions are shitty, I recognize that I was a jerk and I just genuinely miss the builds and community the server had. I’m not interested in reinstating myself into the community or striking old rivals or anything petty, I just wanna complete my city and add to the Villager villager and make the sewers to the castle and integrate a market and town square and finish the monstrous island build I started those years ago.
Call me. Caram#0456